Last night was another “moment” I live for and yearn for within my almost 3 years of being with B. Here I was hadn’t seen my love in a few weeks, wasn’t feeling good due to mother nature and just overall feeling under the weather. The last part does that to me since I work with 25 germ infested kindergartener’s (fun, fun!). Honestly though, I hadn’t been feeling like myself for a few days and I wasn’t sure why. The past few days had been the worst. Thursday and Friday were both very rushed days in terms of working, running errands and dealing with my parents. It was very cold, snowy, rainy, wet and FREEZING! And, of course the cherry on top of all of it was that I was out in that kind of weather (joys of not having a car, but thankful for public transportation). I was looking forward to being away for a few days. I was looking forward to being with him (my honey). Point is, I missed him so much. I’ve learned that sometimes it’s really hard to convey how and why you feel the way that you do to someone (hoping I’m not the only who has that issue). Though my love and I have been together for almost 3 years and known each other longer than that, there are still some areas we are constantly improving on. Sometimes all I want is just to be in his presence, not just *out* on a date or anything. Just being able to come home from a long day of work and he’s there. That’s so simple right? But, sometimes it’s hard to say that and get this, sometimes I actually feel as though he’ll think I’m being clingy (though I know he won’t). Long distance relationships teach you a lot about yourself and your significant other. Though there are some cons, ultimately I believe it has more pros than a traditional relationship does. It teaches you just as much maybe even more. This trip has been one that was much-needed for the both of us.